emrdyl's anger

Before i start pissing in my entry,

Moving on,
I think for once, people should realise the fact that life is too short.
More specifically, life's too short for you to
1) backbite
2) bitch
3) insult & critisize

When i think about it, all of these above are definitely applicable to the Malay society as a whole.
Why ar?
I think what my ex-cikgu said was true.
'Semakin ramai bangsa melayu yang terpelajar mendapat PHD, begitu ramai juga jumlahnya bangsa Melayu yang tidak berpelajaran mendapat PHD juga.' And the latter means PERASAAN HASAD DENGKI.
Cikgu, i love you.
Its precisely true.
Malays attacking Malays with Education- "ah kau bodoh nak mampos, otak dekat bontot" etc..OH MY
Malays attacking Malays with Facial Features - "sial la! muker dah macam kerepek goreng ader hati nak rampas mataair orang" etc..OH MY
& whats worst
Malays attacking Malays with Religion - "kau aper tau? kiterang ahli kitab la eh, dari kecik skolah M______ (its up to you to insert)"
What the fuck?!???
You dare say you are an Ahli Kitab when you actually pick a spot on Mount Faber and pet away with your religious institution boyfriend??
And for heaven's sake, please dont tarnish a relgious institution reputation with your prostitute-ly behaviour.
Its so jijik.
And for the love of Allah, I don't think religious institutions actually teach its students to boast about the ilmu that you've got.
What the hell is wrong with you?
I/We have nothing against your school.
No one has anything against your school.
We are living in the same space call Singapre right?
Samer-samer Islam kan?
Why so overtly defensive?
Why start your No fundamental argument when no one actually say anything about it.
Look, i dont see why mainstream students and religous institution students should be segregated.
What makes you think you will go to heaven just because you have been schooling in a religious institution all your life?
Takmo macam ginilah la eh.
Hidup jangan suker nak riak.
Setakat ilmu agama ajer tinggi tapi akhlak macam setan buat aper?
Think about it bitch.
Think, before you open up your stinking mouth again.
I have had enough of you.
In fact, WE(nothing to do with Isolde)have had enuff of you.

I think for once, everyone should learn to keep their mouth shut if they do not have nay constructive things to say.
And for once, everyone should use their brain more intelligently.
And, please do yourself good and not let yourself be infected with this typical malay virus.
Wake up people, life's more than just that.

& let me tell you a tip or so kalau mulut tu dah gatal sangat nak mengutok orang.
And the tip is: make sure you will never be caught dead with whatever things that you have kutok the other party(s) with.

isolde's

why is the time difference between
singapore and georgia, usa
so great?
...have a little patience...
insyaAllah, i'll fly over to georgia
to be with you one fine day (:

.....BE SURE TO READ THE ANNOUNCEMENTS I MADE
IN THE PREVIOUS POST!!! & help me spread the info, yeah (:

isolde's

me again.
this time, i have announcements to be made.
hope they're beneficial to you! (:



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Commencement: starts Monday 2nd April 2007

Schedule and Venue: (intake 1) mondays & fridays 8pm - 9.30pm
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(above Wardah Books)

Fee: $120 per month*
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payment can be made one-time ($360) or on the 1st week of each class month ($120 only).

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Fee: $120 per month*
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payment can be made one-time ($240) or on the 1st week of each class month ($120 only).

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isolde's

ukhti.

dear kakak


(ignore the out-of-the-house-way-before-subuh-face of mine. eeps!)

jazakillah for the ben&jerry's
& for coming all the way to deliver it personally to me :)
you know what,
i forgot to hug you.
i want to hug you!
*flying hugs to kakak*
psst kak, ruzanNAdiah. awww.... hahax!
nasi jagung by my ibu for your walimah? :P

yes, my darling kakak bought me my fossil fuel and
stayed at my place till late.
looked through old pictures; how we were
reluctantly dressed in identical & weird outfits.
hope that the anticipated plans in july could be
pushed forward to late june and it'll all be perfect.
insyaAllah.

gone.

i miss my laptop.
yes, dear readers.
my laptop crashed:
"primary hard disk drive 0 not found"
i don't mind working from my sissie's or my dad's
but what hurts the most is that
all my precious photos are gone.
notorious jc days, relief teaching days (partying and camping),
the many, many days emrdyl & i went out together,
with my beloved lil angels,
with the sevens who've been together with me for 10 years and counting,
my pictures with my sim-uol girls were only starting to grow.
gone.
& my priceless fonts and brushes for my theraupatic editing on
my adobe photoshop cs.
*sigh*

should i try this?:

(some parts of)
Data Recovery From a Failed Hard Drive - Freezing Method
from: datarecoverypros.com

Place the hard drive into a Ziploc bag and seal it. To be extra safe you can also place the drive in an anti-static bag then place it into a Ziploc bag. Place the failed hard drive into the freezer for around two hours (you can try doing it longer if two hours does not do the trick).

As soon as you remove the hard drive from the freezer install it into the computer right away as the slave drive and boot it up. If you can access the drive begin recovering the important data right away. If you are able to recover the data using this method the drive will usually work for approximately 20-30 minutes.

eeeeepsss! i don't know!
never mind.
*sigh*

emrdyl's

I realised that i have been coming home
close to12 midnite every single day
since Wednesday.
Enjoy to the max eh! heehee
Anyway, yesterdae
we went over to Ayah's home;
to visit my oh-so-beautiful Nana
(Pronounce: Nay-Na)
*the effects is done on purpose. heh*

It's been a while since i last visit her.
2 Weeks maybe?
It's been a while since
we last had our private in-jokes.
hehe.
And the private gossip.
Just me and my Nana.
=)
But, amidst the smiles and laughter,
we can't deny the fact that
she looked solemnly sad;
and I know why;
In fact,
its made known to us
W-H-Y.
Last week's check-up;
revealed something.
Something unpleasant to the ears.
Yes.
Suggested Surgery.
Where you may ask?
And why you may ask?
Just one simple answer;
My Nana has been suffering from
Osteoporosis for the past 1 1/2 years.
No Kidding.
Period.

Moving on,
the other reason
why we went over to Ayah's yesterday
was because my cousin is
flying back to Melbourne
to complete
her another Semester of education.
And the flight's tomorrow.
We're gonna miss you.

*pardon my ugly face. =( *

And now, i have approximately 4 1/2 hours more
to finish up my dued essays and assignment.
Cause i have to rush for the 7-day kenduri later.
How liddaaat? =x

isolde's

hmmm...



let us take a closer look at what's engraved on the black marble/ceramic tiles...



beautiful Ayat-ul Kursi & Al-Fatihah;
from the Holy Quran.
my concern here is that
we all know that there are a number of stray dogs roaming around the area,
i'm worried that since these "tiles" (i don't know what they are called) are
being placed on the grass without any supervision,
it could get trampled on by the dogs (or worse if the dogs do their business near it).
even we, humans who constantly make mistakes and are careless,
may accidentally walk over it.

hmmm...

ok, moving on.
(not that i have a lot more stuff to say anyway)

i wish i'm good in something.
i love designing on photoshop; but i'm far from good.
i've seen people who've created really amazing art works on photoshop.
i love reading; but my language is atrocious.
i love music; but i'm far from being musically-inclined
unlike what pisceans are said to be.
cook? sew?; no & no.
bake? clean?; i can but i received more critics than compliments.
do sports?; i play a few but it's been a while.

:(

despite my very imperfect self,
the good that i don't possess in me,
i know that
my mum, my dad & my sissie love me.
(i bet it's been hard for them to find reasons to love me)


pictures for this entry are all thanks to his camera phone.
*grins*


she hates this picture so much coz according to her, it magnifies the fact that she's fat.
*rolls eyes*


if you managed to spot her in the interview on who deserves to win the
"most popular male/female personality on suria" award,
listen to her voice.
macam nak nangis, kan? *sticks out tongue at sissie*

& i wonder...
...who is the one who will be brave enough to
love me forever.................................................



but i love ALL of you, dear readers + emrdyl, fee sabeel lillah.
please,please, please du'a for me in facing the upcoming prelims AND the finals in may, yeah.
*hugs*

emrdyl's

Amidst the tears and anguish,
there is a Cute Lil Angel
who made all of us smile
like there's no tomorrow.
Bless this Princess.. =)

*Princess Tiara - One Yr Old*

& My Ex-Student's Newborn Sister
* The Laughing Queen*

Cute Menonggeng rite this two???? =)

emrdyl's

I realised that
i have so many things
to update in this personal space of ours.
Just hope that you Readers
won't get bored reading em'.
But alas, its not an obligation to read also.
*heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeex*
So, lets start with what happen
before the frantic Wednesday.

Okae, Monday was a mundane day for me
coz firstly i skipped my Histoy lecture yet again.
(Read: dah pandai nak mampos, tu pasal la.)
Secondly, i realised that i haven't finish
reading that assigned one for Jap Religions.
(Read: Mati aku.)
But i knew i was happy coz
i have my Mocha Freeze with me!

Well, actually the plan for Monday
was for me to mug like crazy
coz my 1st ever german test was the next day
- tuesday that is.
So yeah.
Like that lor.
.
On Monday night,
i knew i was feeling very retarded.
No, not cacat but felt shitty.
Why?
Because i know: I
am super unprepared for the test
and being super unprepared means
the F word.
No, Not F*** but Fail!
Sigh. -_-"

And so the plan for the day
was to skip my Philo Lecture.
(Read: Dah confirm bleh dapat A perr *_0)
And so i spent my 10-12noon
supposedly mugging for my test.

Come 12noon,
i was having cold feet,
and i remembered sms-ing Isolde
asking her to come down to NUS
instead of me going over.
You know why?
Coz i know i would fail it.
And because i would fail,
i will definitely feel shitty
and so i would not have the semangat
to travel down to SIM.
heh.

And that also simple means
im skipping my Philo ttl.
*gulps*
And that also means
i an losing that once-in-a-week chance
to see Dear's Shadow.
How sad.
=(

But but, when Isolde finally arrived at Megabytes,
I knew we would be going to have
a hell of a time!
*keehkeehkeeh*
Im sure you guys have known
what my prezies are for her.
So now,
let me unveil the treasure i received!

*psst, i have only started reading the novel!*

Yes, we had a lovely early
V'day Sisterhood Celebration at my school.
It was not meant to be celebrated.
Not meant to be commemorated.
Just a day to have fun.
As besties, as sisters.


But, never did i realise,
it was a short-lived happiness for me.
Tuesday.
13th February.
Never did anyone knew
what was in store
the next day.
The real so-called
Valentine's Day.
...
..
.

emrdyl's

*the overwhelming relatives at the Pusara*

Eversince the shocking news,
everyting seems NOT to fall into place.
& eversince she went away,
everything seems blurred.
It was and still is hard to digest the fact that she's gone.
Coz it seems like only yesterdae we had a "conversation".
My Nenek had Tongue Cancer.
9 mths of suffering.
Cannot talk properly and worst,
she didnt have the opportunity
to eat proper food until her last breath.
I could vividly remember the longing look on her face last Iftar
when my aunt invited us over;
having cooked my dad's fave rendang.
You see, my Nenek and my dad loves rendang.
and for the fact that she could just
helplessly watched her son eat heartily
we were all sad.
She was only able to show hand gestures prompting us to eat
or at least; eat for her.
Last Eid, we thought she looked radiant
despite being ill.
And surprisingly, she wore the same blouse on her death bed.
On her deathbed,
she looked as radiant if not peaceful.
She did not looked sickly.
In fact, she told my aunt that afternoon
that she felt so revitalized.
And she even watched a full hour of TV .
She was chirpy and bubbly
and much to everyone's surprise
her speech was better than usual.
At least everyone could make out most of what she was saying.
Everyone was happy; if not thankful.
My aunt called my mum;
tearing on the phone saying Nenek was fine.
Plans were made to bring her to Sentosa today.
To enjoy the sea breeze
and to have a small mother and sons gathering;
since everybody are free on CNY.
But yet, it was not meant to be.
Today marks 4 days after her death.
But all of us still miss her.
Yes, its hard to let go;
especially when things happen so suddenly.
That last kiss i gave her after sprnkling the Pacai
do not mark the end of my love for her.
But in fact, the start of another form of love.
In which i believe everyone has formed it with her too.

May God Bless her Soul.
Ameen.

emrdyl's nenek's death day

On behalf of my family and my Paternal's family,
I would like to thank everyone
who have extended their condolences to us these past 2 days.
It was reallly a moment of anguish and
we are grateful for your well-wishes.
Jaza Kum'allahu Khoiroh.

Al-Fatihah
Hajjah Aziza Binte Daeng Mohammed Ali
was called upon by Allah
on 14th Feb 2007 at 10.51pm.

For those who had managed to grab Saturday's Berita Harian,
you can see her orbituary.
Thanks to my Uncle Yi for putting it up.

Once again, Thank you everyone.
Syukran Jaziran.

isolde's

Inna Lillah Wa Inna 'ilayhi raji'un
To Allah we belong and to Allah we shall return.

My deepest condolences to Dear Emrdyl and Family
for the loss of her beloved Grandma
late last night (14 February 2007; 26 Muharram 1428).



Dear Emrdyl,
forgive me again, for not being able to be there for you last night.
i wish i could turn back time, so that i wouldn't have my hp switched off
and that you and your family could be by your Nenek's side
when she let out her last breath.

but, we all know Allah swt loves her a lot and
InsyaAllah, her soul is being put together amongst those He loves.
& parting among loved ones is one rule of Allah swt in His creations.

remember,
hell is veiled in delighs; heavens in hardships and miseries.
may Allah swt help and guide you and your family through these difficult times.

lots of love and prayers,
Isolde.
*hugx hugx hugx*

isolde's

PRICELESS GIFT FROM ALLAH swt.

Alhamdulillah for this beautiful friendship i share with Emrdyl.
(:



we met up for a while on tuesday for lunch at emr's school.
truthfully, it's supposed to a be a gift-exchange meet up.
we know as Muslims, we shouldn't celebrate Valentine's Day.
we certainly weren't exchanging gifts with respect to the day.
but it's more to celebrate our friendship and to bring smiles to each other's faces.
anyway, the 14th is also supposed to be Friendship Day :)

Emrdyl, may Allah bless you always, sister :)
& thanks for the chocolates and card!
btw, the chocolate mint's almost gone already!

GRIN.

i got to strike an item off my "wants" list!



yay!!! hahax! Alhamdulillah.
SubhanAllah. semangat eh, itu pun nak amik gambar. aper je sey.

TV ON PC.

dear lovely readers,
i'm not sure if all of you are able to watch all of the malaysian channels
for example tv2, tv3 etc.
i am able to watch tv3, channel 9 and if i'm not wrong ntv7 at home
but sadly, i can't get tv2.
and even if i could get the other channels, i would have to fight for the tv
with my dad coz it's the same tv that has got the cable channels on it.
now, my mum and i have found an alternative.
and that is, syoktv.net! <--- click.
you'll be able to watch a
few of the malaysian channels from the above website
for free!
credits to my aunt and her malaysian family friends all the way in korea for introducing the site to us.
there are also links to other webcast pages.
i tried world wide internet television <--- click
and had fun watching random channels from countries all over the world!

and now, everyone at home is happy (:

emrdyl's

Since it's Valentine's tomoro and we are almost single;


To everyone, Happy V'day!
It's a time to thank Allah for the lovebonds that we have ; be it Relationship, Kinship or Friendship!
It's a day to say your syukur.
Ameeen.

emrdyl's

This is going to be soo random coz right now im super stress (read: stress menonggeng) because i have 2 tests to study for tonight. I bet i won't sleep, notting the fact that yesterday was a sleeping day for me. I literally had several rounds of sleep albeit watching tv and doing my videoclip style on my darling bed. Anyway, for those of you who are wondering aper kebendernyer yang videoclip style? Its actually me singing; pretending that there's camera all around whilst the fan is on - with the blowing-my-hair kinda effect. Gasak korangla pergi imagine!
LOL
Anyway, the other day when i overslept (read: i ponteng eventually)
i was craving for a purrfect breakfast.
I remembered the last time i actually ate the breakfast; it was last year February.
So, this princess-bangun-lambat decied on a home delivery!!
Check out what she ordered.

:NUMBER ONE:

:NUMBER TWO:
*heeeheee* =)

'emrdyl

I am supposed to be religously studying right now, but here i am chatting with her; about EVERYTHING so random - from marriage to nasyid. -_-"

Random nak mampos kan? hahaha Oh well, thats US.
I just told her this

(excerpt:)
A i s y a H says:
i realise that IF we are of OPPOSITE GENDERS, kiterang la yang paling kekal sampai mati.
A i s y a H says:
serious sey
[ ` я ц ż α и и α ٭ ؛؛ says:
a'ah larh
[ ` я ц ż α и и α ٭ ؛؛ says:
i mean
[ ` я ц ż α и и α ٭ ؛؛ says:
no reason to not kekal sey
A i s y a H says:
tsk tsk. mesti semer jeles nak mampos

hahaha.

Anyway, i had a very relax and slack Sunday today; which im NOT suppose to have. *sigh*
But thats beside the point. Thep point is that while i was tossing and turning doing my videoclip-style on my bed, i realise something about my fan.
Check this out:

MY FAN IS A BUTTERFLY!!!!!!!!!!!
Pathetic eh? After years owning it, i just realised it today.
Oh god.

isolde's

almost everyday through this week of mine,
was spent with the



(:

so many stories to tell, report cards to read out,
secrets to (purposely) whisper out loud too,
toys to show off, jokes to laugh at,
cheekiness to reveal, admirers and crushes to list etc.
when they called out my name,
i felt so loved.





my girl, my boy...
...i miss you both even when we're smiling at each other.

next up,
this cina girl wants to show you some
gong xi fa cai
deco around the house!



yes, i had to blur the part at the top of my head coz i wasn't wearing tudung. hahax!

isolde's

i've been wanting to blog but i just couldn't let the words flow.
not that i've alot to say, in the first place.
i'll try again tomorrow or rather, later (since it's a new day already).
anyway, before i go,

dearest readers,
hope you took some time to read the policy on the left column of this blog.
in my opinion, the tagboard is good for general comments while
the comment box (link is up at the end of every entry), is good for
comments specifically for either one of us at one time.

for example, you read love the baby in emrdyl's post below,
and would like to express how her post had brought smiles to your face,
just click on the "# farfallas flew away" and comment away.

look at it this way:
emrdyl and i are almost sisters.
i would love it so much if her friends could be mine, and
the same goes for her (:

thank you for your kind understandings &
please keep coming back and commenting!
you're always welcomed here by us! (:

role model by emrdyl

When i look at this video, i said to myself; "I haven't studied enough".
I bet you would agree with me. =)

emrdyl

Now that im sitting here on my school bench on a bright Friday morning, i wished a few things did not happen yesterday.

If only
(1) I slept at 12midnight on Wednesday.
(2) I eat a heavy dinner on Wednesday evening.
(3) I accidentally swallow my drug-high flu pill.
(4) I did not youtubed and chat too much on Wednesday night.
(5) I was not hooked to thaat website.

If all of the above did not happen on Wednesday; i WOULD NOT HAVE OVERSLEPT ON THURSDAY MORNING. & if i had not overslept, that means i would have been able to attend German Lecture and Tutorial as per normal on Thursday. & if i had attend them as per normal yesterday, THAT SIGNIFICANTLY MEANS THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN SLEEPING LIKE A SLEEPING BEAUTY NOW!! & if i should have ben elegantly sleeping now that means i would be on MY BED - faraway in my vibrant coloured dreamland; & that naturally means i WOULD NOT BE TYING AWAY HERE AND SITTING MISERABLY HERE IN SCHOOL.

Because; my FRIDAY IS SUPPOSEDLY MY MUCH-AWAITED SCHOOL-FREE DAY! -_-"

& for that; aku benci! =r

*whines and pout and pulls hair- grrr* ISOLDE MANER KAU NIH!?

emrdyl's

It was like a dream come true.
When i wrote what i wrote in my entry yesterdae (see:below);
i wrote it on a clear ground.
Quoting what i said myself about
"...things happen without one's least expecting it..", it happened to me today.
And gosh! They are irresistably cute.
More specifically, he.
Never thought i would have the chance.
Im so happy!
keehkeehkeeh. *miang*
On another note, it reminded me of Dear.
Reminded me of Dear's voice and certain facial features.
Thank god for the striking resemblance; helps to offset the rindu nan berjuta batu.
Im a happy girl! (for today) *flies*

emrdyl's

Life is full of uncertainties.
For a moment, you thought you had it all in your hands.
But on another, you realise that the future is bleak.
I do not mean that just because we do not know about what's going to happen in the forward years; everything is going to be dark.
But rather, one can talk about or plan about so many things in one's life, however at the end of the day everything is just so hazy.
And surprisingly of course, some things happen without one's least expecting it.
It's hard to decipher what this world (borrowed world to be precise) have in store for us humans.
One is given the ability to dream, to imagine, to fantazise and create one's destiny in one's head - but alas! its just for a mere moment of excitement, a sheer moment of euphoria and a second's platform to reel.
Everything is so surreal.
You can never predict what you are gonna face with tomorrow.
Or for the matter of fact, you have no power to guess what you are gonna encounter in the next hour.
Lo and behold - everything is in HIS hands.
We, HIS slaves can always and only draft out our lifes; but at the end of the day its up to him to bestow on us his blessings.
Its up to him to give us what he thinks is the bestest for us.
Its all in his power to let us experience what he thinks will benefit us and whatnots; even if we do not like it.

"Dunia ini hanyalah sebuah pentas sandiwara
Dan kita manusia adalah pelakonnya
Dan Allah adalah pengarahnya
Dia juga sang penonton yang setia"
This is what i told RuzainiAyam a few weeks before our A-level exams 2 years ago.And it proves to be true.
We only have the power to pray and talk to him and confide in him to tell him what we want. But at the end of the day we have no power to dictate our lifes. We may tell him that we love a person like never before or we might tell him we love our mummy so much; but at the end of the day; for one reason or another he take them all away.

Fair? You decide.
For one thing, this world is never fair.
I sound despondent? Well not really; just a thought that cross my mind at midnight.

But, let's try to be optimistic.
Even though life is full of uncertainties, i mentioned above that some things happen without one's least expecting it.
Nevetheless, the surprise should be of a good one right?
What if the surprise is another big blow-shock?
What to do? What to do?
Optimistic plan fails.
=(

No, i'm not trying to cast my beloved god in a bad light. * astarghfirullah*
What i try to put across here is that, sometimes you really can't do much about your life.
You can't work your ass out and you can't really study your brains out to ensure that you have a secure vibrant blong-bling future.
Life does not work that way.
You take one thing at a time.
Try to do whatever you can within your means and capability.
And then pray and follow god's path.
And then can you only see the results.
But then again, don't fret or feel suicidal when you don't get what you want.
It's all a part and parcel of life.
You get some, you lose some.
Yes, the losing part hurts.
But what to do?
If it's not meant/destined for you, means its not meant for you.
Remember this, one's trash is someone's else treasure.
This is how Allah plays the game.
It's called mixed and match.
=)

Reflect people, im writing this for myself too.
Coz i can see it coming.

Good Nytes.

'emrdyl's (psst... & isolde!)

YEAY!! IT'S THE LIONS YEAR THIS YEAR.
WAY TO GO SINGAPORE!
Congrats to Alam Shah for wining MVP & GOLDEN BOOT AWARD (altho there was no golden boot. sigh)
Standing ovation for the 3 scorers that has enabled Singapore to win tonight; namely Alam Shah, Mustafic Fahrudin *faints* & Khairul Amri.
Yippeeee Yayooooooooooooooo =)

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isolde here!: ngeeeheheex! (: menyibuk ehx.

congrats to the lions! singapore is so proud of you!

in case you readers haven't noticed emrdyl's really smitten.

i could tell that she's got the hots for one of the players

even before she revealed who he is.

whenever he came on screen, i'll instantly think of her.

then, just now, she confessed that she's got a crush on one of the lions.

i had him on my mind as soon as she said that

and i was right.

dear readers, if anyone of you happens to know

"MUSTAFIC FAHRUDIN"

as a friend, relative, neighbour etc,

please tag the board and

tell HIM to tag the board

with a message going out specially to emrdyl.

thank you.

i bet emrdyl will have you in her prayers (:

emrdyl's

I am a super happy-twinkling-smiling-giggly little girl today.

Wanna know why?

Today is officially one of the best days of my life.

Thank You Allah; I love you.

Syukran Alhamdulliah; I HAVE A NEW PHONE!!

And it is definitely way better than what i have loong desire. =)

Isolde Dear, can't wait to show you my phone!!

isolde's

emrdyl,

farfalla overload up!
i hope you like it. (:

yes dearest readers,
emrdyl suggested this new theme:
"butterfly overload".
(farfalla = butterfly in italian)
and as soon as she sent me that gorgeous pic of hers,
i set to work on the that new main pic up there!

let us know if you like it! ready, ok go TAG!

the new 7 wonders of the world

i'm really delighted that 2 of the places that
i really wanna visit in this world are nominated for
the new 7 wonders of the world!
they are:



the alhambra palace in spain.

&



neuschwanstein castle in germany.
emrdyl, please make sure you excel in german arh..
i need you when i go to germany, some day. ngeheex (:

i so hope they'll make it to be part of
the new 7 wonders of the world.
you can still vote for them here <---- (click)
*bounce bounce*

emrdyl's updated*

Disclaimer: This entry is kinda long and random Read it at your own expense.

How would you feel if you walk into your room, but it is filled with people you don’t really know; or as a matter of fact – you don’t know.
How would you react?
How would you feel if you are unconsciously (or consciously; for that matter) overlooked from your own sphere?
How would you respond?

- emrdyleea yildiz

Yesterday was supposedly a greatpleasant good day. But, having been doing work non-stop from 5am till 4pm wasn’t really fun after all. My day kick started with German but it was kind of hay wired on my part because I have missed Tuesday’s lecture and so it was a bit of a strain to catch up.

As a matter of fact, in NUS, if you have not been doing your supposed-to-do work consistently; and on top of being sympathetically ill, at the end of the week - you are being greeted by a pile of work close to one month’s work untouched.

Readings almost as thick as a dictionary; others are as close as reading English with the help of an English dictionary.

How’s that?

Horrifying reality check aside, I want to extent my sincere thanks to (Kak)Hajar and (Jie-Jie)Baoxin for borrowing me your lecture notes! I guess what Tai-Go said then was true now. =) The reminiscing-childhood talk with Dear yesterday was a good let out for me. 1997. How time flies. Im almost 20 now. Woooooooooooooo =p

Aniwae for those in my MSN list, im sure you guys are very very familiar with Fyna; the cute baby girl,
I just hope that her Uncle An won't ring my throat when he knows that im commercializing his precious niece. But hey, don't tell me you guys are not tempted to pinch, squeeze and ramas romos her?? Okae, cannot stare at her too much. Nanti dah lain ceriter. heh. An, next week kau boleh bawak dier tengok Inconvenient Truth skali? wahahah!

On another note, not many people know this but i have this super admiration for people who can do something or in other words have this special talent that i longed for - Artisticness. Yes, i have always admire people who can draw and do anything else related. Well, the reason im still very sore at the fact that i can't draw well and i cant really colour perfectly (dun laugh please) is because im the only one among the 3 children whom my parents went all out to enrol to Art classes/courses. But still, i didnt/cannot make it. Sigh. I remembered how proud i was when i got 5 gold star stickers on my artpiece entitled "The Lions" when i was in K2. But dunnoe how, i lost the magic. Suddenly, i cant even draw a lion's tail. =( Sad ha? And since Kindergaten days until Sec 2, i have this love-hate relationship with Art. There was once in Primary 4 where we were suppose to do a "My family's outing" kinda drawing and in the end i got my mum to help me draw it and it got pasted on the class board. hurhur. Smart ha? lol And then there was another incident when i was in Sec 2 and my most beautiful art teacher ever thought us the technique of shading and charcoal drawing, and we were supposed to draw an orchid. Well, my Orchid turned out to be an Octopus. Not surprising ha? Okae okae, enuff of my demerits.

Back to my awe on art-inclined people, im really excited that somehow, the talent exist within my own family.

*Some of the art pieces i like*

These were his exam's portfolio. He got an A1 for it. This is him. My Confidante.

* Al-Unta dari Fadang Faseer mencium Sheikha*
I got orgasms excited when he finished draining this cute thing on his door. Fell in love with Al unta straight away and i can tell Al unta fell in love with me too. It's in his eye. *awwww* But sadly, he told me that Al unta is suppose to be a female breed because it is drawn on a man's bedroom door. Sigh. There goes my chance.. So this picture is officially under the Cencorship act coz its lesbianic. =(

Sigh, if only i have such talents. But its okae, i have singing talents! Not enuff? Hmm, i can dance!! Not enuff? Erm, i can erm cook! Not enuff? Oh well, i can erm, jap eh..I can erm. heh. I will tell you later. =)

This is for those who wants to know how my bedroom door looks like. Courtesy of the Artist.